So I'm sure most people think that being a stay at home mom isn't that hard. Let me tell you they would be wrong. I've been feeling a little stressed out about the upcoming music camp. As I have said before it is my first year as vocal director. Normally I don't think I would be that stressed out but we don't have any guests this year. At least the instrumental director found someone to lead faculty and A band. I will be leading the main choir and the faculty women's chorus. It has been awhile since I last lead a group. I know god has chose me to do this job, I just hope he carries me through the week. I know he will.
Anyway back to the stay at home mom stuff. I sometimes feel like I don't have any patience. I have to remind myself that Taylor is only 2 and 1/2. I also need to remind myself that who cares if the house isn't perfect. I know to some who have come over, that my house isn't Martha Stewart worthy. It probably was but that was before the kids even got up. It doesn't have to be perfect. I feel like I am cleaning up the toys constantly all day long. I need to just let go. Please tell me there are others out there that feel the same way.
Enough ranting. Today was a great day. The best shopping day I've had with both kids. Taylor stayed right with me and she didn't even run around. I though I had the double stroller but I had the single with the skateboard. She is finally liking the skateboard. Of course she would because we just got the double stroller not too long ago. I was so proud of her. Hopefully our Costco trip, tomorrow, will be as successful. I hope everyone reading this had a great day.
Can't wait for you to come home, Joy.